Super Bear!

If anyone is actually reading this, and I know they aren’t, but if anyone ever does there is a whole lot of ups and downs in these posts. This one, will be positive though. Parts of my “dream” life, have become a reality. I’m back to working out and eating better, that I’ve struggled with since I started working full time. I’m averaging 5 workouts in 7 days. A year ago that would have seemed laughable. I did try to do a running app today and that is definitely going to be a work in progress. I have kicked ass at work! I feel like I’m actually not drowning, God willing, for now. Worship has been very regular and needed. Even the ugly cry last week. God chipping away at me. I feel like “me”. My identity in Him. Sunday, we had a great family time at the pool. We were all happy. Now, this was met with Jeremy being in physical hell yesterday and my patience was a little shorter than its been, but I’m not going to be perfect all the time. I’m making progress in my assignments and feel like I’m starting to Thrive. The point of this whole year. Since I stepped foot in Waco. Since I found Romans 15:13. Lord, I surrender to you. Thank you so much for right now and all that lead to it. Please help me not throw it away. In your name with my whole heart I pray, amen.